Learnings lead to happiness...

for years, I have kept my feelings about you bottled up.
for fear that people will judge me or that they might judge you,
and the kind of relationship we share.

And today, I finally realized that it’s time for me to put everything
that concerns us aside. Leave it in the past, with no regrets.
that I shouldn’t be so afraid of opening my heart anymore
because some people might actually care about what I have to say and what I have to offer.

and that I should stop having such high expectations because the world will never be as perfect as how i thought it would be.

I need to stop hanging on to every single word that has been said..
I need to learn to let go all of the hurt I felt for all the broken promises that have made.
and I need to learn to be happy and thankful for everything I have even without you.

and most importantly,

I need to learn to be happy without working so hard for it, and without trying to find love from every single corner I see just so I can fill up the emptiness I once have.