Learnings lead to happiness...

for years, I have kept my feelings about you bottled up.
for fear that people will judge me or that they might judge you,
and the kind of relationship we share.

And today, I finally realized that it’s time for me to put everything
that concerns us aside. Leave it in the past, with no regrets.
that I shouldn’t be so afraid of opening my heart anymore
because some people might actually care about what I have to say and what I have to offer.

and that I should stop having such high expectations because the world will never be as perfect as how i thought it would be.

I need to stop hanging on to every single word that has been said..
I need to learn to let go all of the hurt I felt for all the broken promises that have made.
and I need to learn to be happy and thankful for everything I have even without you.

and most importantly,

I need to learn to be happy without working so hard for it, and without trying to find love from every single corner I see just so I can fill up the emptiness I once have.

Thanks for the memories

so true...

Moving on....

"why waste your time getting hurt, when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy...."

GoodBYE

The one thing I hate the most is saying GOODBYE. It’s never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It’s like hey, I’m never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn’t feel complete. But I think that’s what goodbyes are. They’re incomplete and you honestly don’t know how long the goodbye will last. It’s a part of life.

-At some point

you will realize that you have done too much, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.