Why does it hurts so much to be apart?

How can missing someone feel so…. uncomfortable, so painful, so devastating, so unnatural, so…. I don’t even know how to feel when we’re apart.
I miss you.
I miss you when you’re not here with me.

I miss you so much that I can’t stop smiling every time i think about the
things we did together

I feel… so much with you.
I feel everything


I love you, so very much, and it grows deeper every single minute.
I am scared, terrified actually. Because it feels like i’m losing myself to you.
Like I have no way of being myself without you.
And that I can’t imagine living without you.

That I don’t want us to be apart anymore.
That I really wouldn’t be able to watch you go again
after we’re finally, finally together.

I want you, I need you, I love you.
I don’t want either of us to go anywhere.

No one else matters.
I need a miracle, to keep us together. FOREVER.
Please?
Together?
I won’t ask for more.

-damn i think im going crazy tonight missing you.
oh well i'll be fine tomorrow!