Why does it hurts so much to be apart?

How can missing someone feel so…. uncomfortable, so painful, so devastating, so unnatural, so…. I don’t even know how to feel when we’re apart.
I miss you.
I miss you when you’re not here with me.

I miss you so much that I can’t stop smiling every time i think about the
things we did together

I feel… so much with you.
I feel everything


I love you, so very much, and it grows deeper every single minute.
I am scared, terrified actually. Because it feels like i’m losing myself to you.
Like I have no way of being myself without you.
And that I can’t imagine living without you.

That I don’t want us to be apart anymore.
That I really wouldn’t be able to watch you go again
after we’re finally, finally together.

I want you, I need you, I love you.
I don’t want either of us to go anywhere.

No one else matters.
I need a miracle, to keep us together. FOREVER.
Please?
Together?
I won’t ask for more.

-damn i think im going crazy tonight missing you.
oh well i'll be fine tomorrow!

honey....

i wish im with you tonight...
i wanna feel ur skin against mine.
and see your smile and watch how u fall asleep slowly.
i want to talk to you while lying in bed just before the day is over
i want to feel your warmth hug and make me feel that your really with me,
be assured that i will wake up the next day, knowing i will see the man i truly love,
next to me....

i miss you here beside me baby......

sweetest thing ever ♥

One day I dreamed about how would it be waking up on d morning next to you, say hi and kiss you. But that dream it was nothing close to what I experienced in real life those days cause having you,feeling you and kissing you every morning was something indescribable, I want you to know that those were some of the best mornings, afternoons and night I have ever had in my in tired life, sharing so much love with you I love you with all my heart and I can't wait to be with you again!!!

-boyfriend :)

I miss my boy

one second.
I stare blankly at something.
Then memories starts flashing back....
It gives smile to my face.. happiness and sadness to my heart..
Cause it makes me realize how much i miss everything..

that i just miss that guy.
I really miss him..
the one who held my hand walking down the street,
whose arms i laid in at night and never wanted to go away.
the one i hug and couldn't let go.

the one who i talked to for hours..
the one who knew everything about me and still love me.

the one who knew exactly what i was saying even if i didn’t know how to say
it cause im running out of english...
and helped me when i had no clue what to do.

the one who showed me what love was and what it was like to be loved.
the one who could only make me cry and hurt me like no other guy could.

I miss those eyes that said everything,
that look that could not stop me from falling in love with him.
that even though we fought constantly and couldn’t stand each other,
we couldn’t leave each other’s side.

I just miss him.
terribly... non stop...

iloveyou.....

i just want you forever....

because you are my dearest heart
I give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life
My destiny is you
Forever it's true...
i'm so deeply in love with you..

i miss you so much honey

Color everywhere

"My life is so predictable
Never any mystery
But ever since you shined the light
All of that was history
Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe
There's someone in my life worth living for
I was hanging around just wishing on a star
To put the happiness back in my heart and
You came along to show you care
And now there's color everywhere"

color everywhere-christian

And I can’t help but to count down the hours till I get to see you finally. 19 hours. Please pass quickly!!!

2 days to go!

i can't wait for my nights to be like this...



and my morning wake, feeling your breath into my skin.


full of heat and passion


love and affection