Let's start it all over again :)

I am sorry from the bottom of my heart for my rude behavior last night.
It was completely my mistake.
At that moment all my senses were raging, I couldn't think rationally.

And after everything has been said and done,
we still end up together happy.
thank you for never ending love and your open arm forgiveness.
I've hurt you so many times and you never give up,
instead you help me realize my wrong doing and face life and not walk
from the problems.
you teach me to love and more to care for you, myself, and other people.


when i said to you today that..
"you don't deserve someone like me, i'm so mean"

and got the response from you saying...

"you are an amazing woman i've ever met in my life that's why i love you so much like never before!"

i'm speechless as i type all this,
and in each word i write down, I SMILE.

because today, you made me feel the luckiest girl living on earth
to have a boyfriend who love me as much as you do right now.
you did everything to save this relationship and you never let go
despite of all the hurt and pain i brought you.

THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

and i promise...

i promise to love you more
to care for your feelings
i promise to not get mad and hurt you for no reason at all
i promise to think about the consequences of my actions
and behavior and the effect of this to both of us.
i promise to think twice before i speak and do
something stupid.

i promise to change for the better.
I PROMISE to love you, to care for you, to respect you, to be happy with you
and to love you,
just love you, YOU and only you.

it breaks my heart just thinking of living with out you!
i love you so much!
im glad this is over. im glad we survive. and im glad to start a new beginning
and let our feeling blossoms into years and years full of love, TOGETHER :)