you and i are the quiet things no one ever knew

I hate nights like this
when I can’t get to sleep and yet be sad enough to realize
that no matter how lonely it feels to be lying here on my bed without you
while staring blankly into that empty space up above me.
there is nothing I can do to stop myself from missing you so much because..
No matter what i do, you will never be here.

We were like an unspoken whispers and thoughts,
That nobody could ever hear besides us.
A sealed secret box that no one could ever open
cause we have the key.
We were things that only us could ever knew, things that no one else understood.
It gets hard at times, especially at times like this where I sob cause your not here
With me when I feel like I need you so much.
But the reason why i'm still here, holding on is because i would rather
have an intangible and risky love affair with you,
than to settle for a common and ordinary, yet guaranteed kind of "love"
with anyone else.
So i will wait for you for as long as it takes