i'll stay happy forever with you

Sometimes I miss you so much that it feels like
the sadness consumes me.
It hits me in waves, some small, some overpowering feeling.
like it's way too much.
Some days I’m strong enough to fight it.
But there are days when I’m not.


But tonight I realized how much you loved me.
You never fight when i always try to start something.
You keep your patient and you manage to give me smile when i frown.
I never would have thought that anyone could be patient to me to that extent.
And love me as much as you do.

You are the only one who can tolerate all of my crap,
my crazy thoughts, my insecure nature, my jealousy
and you’re the only guy in the world who would bother
staying up late when you’re dead tired just to see me.
you would do impossible things just to call me.

You saw me at my worst.
You call me beautiful when I was a complete mess.

I must say that i have an amazing boyfriend
who is everything I could possibly wish for in a man.
He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he makes me happy.
He loves me so damn fucking much.
And he’s all mine forever. What more do I need?

You’re the most amazing guy in the world.
Thank you for being there for me honey.
i love you so much.