Fight, kiss and make up

I hate fights-arguments-differences...

I hate phone talks talking about stupid things that leads us
into arguments.
I hate how i get mad and you feel bad with things i do and say
and then makes me realize our differences.


I kinda miss the bond we shared.
I mean, i miss that comfortable feeling with you.
Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle.
and not thinking about what's wrong? if we say something wrong?

About our closeness we use to have,
If you think of it,
it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things
and take it away so soon.
I really can’t get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later.
But hopefully not with us. not yet.

But on the other side,
I love these moments when we try to patch things up
when we question our relationship
and redefine what we really mean to each other.

I know there were pain we inflicted upon each other
in the midst of the argument and disagreements
due to our stupid, senseless misunderstandings

but at the end of the day, it is our willingness to compromise with each other,
that made me think,

no matter what..
despite our differences.
i still believe that we are perfect together.

You are made for me. And i will never let go of us.
and always remember that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!