549 days and more to come!

The days that I've spent with you have been the happiest in my life.
After all the obstacle we've been,
were still happily in love with each other as if it's the first time.
And cause of this,
I've come to believe that we were meant to be.

Today is our 18 months of being together.
549 days.
but i'm missing you so much.
i wish im with you now.
holding your hand and watching your elusive smile.
to hear your laughter, and see your face
and feel your arms around me..
i miss all of that more than you can imagine.

I want to be with you so bad, I just want to be with you.
That's all i ask every time this day comes.
If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life,
I would never be scared again. I would never have to feel terrible
every time i miss you.

I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more.
and I want to be able to help you and make you smile,
just like you make me smile.

you know and i know that it's hard.
it's really hard at times..
but despite all of this.
you and me are made for each other.
i will be strong.

NO COMPLAINS! :)
and i will never ever let go of us.

i love you so much!