i miss that smile.
most especially the smile you give me right after we kiss. :)

Lucky

and i will never stop thanking God for having you in my life. :)
i love you!

wide awake!!!!!!

1:00 am im still awake
1:01 am you're in my head
1:02 am i think of your eyes
1:03 am i smile :)
1:04 am i try to sleep again

1:20 am you're still in my head
1:30 am get out of my head
1:40 am i still can't sleep

2:00 am i think of your lips
3:00 am i'm tired
4:00 am you. you. you
5:00 am you're still my god still in my head

6:00 am you're in my heart
7:00 am i finally fall asleep
8:00 am i get ready for school

“ When people ask me what I see in you, I don’t know what to tell them, cause honestly: I don’t know. But when I look into your eyes, I see magic, and it just makes me want to lose myself in your arms. ”

loveyou honey....

I’ll wait for you there

" One day, when the world is ending and hope is no more,
we’ll meet under the glistening moonlit skies and fade away into the sunset filled horizons. I’ll wait for you there, I promise."
-Dear John,book.

Hold my hands forever

time flies so fast.
and part of me is scared that there will come a time
when you don't feel the same way, that you'll somehow forget
all the things we shared.
but that doubt disappear every time i remember
the words, and promise you made to me.

I love you honey, and i'm going to hold you on that promise you once made.

Boyfriend's sweet little message :)

09/24/10
08:06 pm

"the time we been together is nothing to the love we have for each other.." ♥♥♥

and no matter what it is. i will never doubt to take it. just to be with you.

549 days and more to come!

The days that I've spent with you have been the happiest in my life.
After all the obstacle we've been,
were still happily in love with each other as if it's the first time.
And cause of this,
I've come to believe that we were meant to be.

Today is our 18 months of being together.
549 days.
but i'm missing you so much.
i wish im with you now.
holding your hand and watching your elusive smile.
to hear your laughter, and see your face
and feel your arms around me..
i miss all of that more than you can imagine.

I want to be with you so bad, I just want to be with you.
That's all i ask every time this day comes.
If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life,
I would never be scared again. I would never have to feel terrible
every time i miss you.

I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more.
and I want to be able to help you and make you smile,
just like you make me smile.

you know and i know that it's hard.
it's really hard at times..
but despite all of this.
you and me are made for each other.
i will be strong.

NO COMPLAINS! :)
and i will never ever let go of us.

i love you so much!

morning love

yeah i know it would be the best thing ever that could happen....
but although were apart i want you to know that
every morning when I wake up, I long for you more than the day before...
and being in love with you makes every morning worth getting up for..

i love you honey!

PROMISE

I wont forget the promise you made to me today.
no matter what happen, you will always be a part of my life.

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won’t leave you.
Because even if I did have a hundred reasons to leave you
and move on with my life,
I’ll always find that one reason in my heart to fight for you.

i promise. i love you so much honey....

over and over again..

"when two people are really in love with each other,
they won't ever let go even if it hurts a thousand times more.."

Tonight, i feel like reminiscing again.
looking back on the first day we held hands, we kiss.
I'm happy to know how much love we have for each other.
After all we've been through.
Here we are, everyday, every minute, every second,
falling in love with each other, over and over and over again.

if i'll be born a billion times, i will still choose to fall inlove
with the person, i love now..

long distance

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

but i will stay strong, and hold on with you forever.
despite the distance.
i love you

No Lies, Just love

Love isn’t perfect.

It isn’t a fairytale or a storybook and it doesn’t always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go.

It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without.

Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second of it was worth it because you did it together.

-got this from this wonderful book i just finish reading few days ago.
and im thinking of you the whole time i was reading it.

i love you so much!

5 more months

five more months to fulfill our dream together and be with you.
yes. i can't wait for that day. :)

TRUST

““ If I could explain love in one word,
it would have to be TRUST. 


Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you,
trust that he doesn’t lie to
 you,
trust that he really loves you,
trust that he will always be
 there for you,
trust that he can go to a party with his friends and not get drunk,
trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking 
up with you the second you wake up,
trust that he will stick up 
for you,
trust that he will never fall in love with another,

trust that he won’t just get sick and tired of you,
trust that he
 will the promises he made

and trust the he's heart will be forever yours”

Love is a loyalty sworn.

Long distance and different time zones have nothing on us, we are unbreakable.

and it tickles. :)

your the best playmate i've ever had.