Dont u miss the way we were

I miss knowing you were always there. I miss the security when im with u.
I miss the stupid fights that either made us shut up until next time or somehow made us stronger.

I miss holding your hand.
I miss biting your lip.
I miss you hugging you from the back.

I miss hearing you gasp and begging me to stop when i fight with you.
I miss those nights when we didn’t want to stop

I miss getting sooo pissed at something you would say or do and trying to deal with it on my own until you made me mess up.
I miss surprising you.
I miss being surprised by the glimpses of your humanity every now and then.

I miss the look you’d get when I’d touch your face.
I miss how you deal with my mood swings.

I think I miss your hugs the most.
Didn’t need them often, but now when I do, it sucks to know you’re not around to give them.:(