I NEED YOU TO FIND ME

Tonight,
I'm lost. As lost as every other soul in this world
I really have to find myself in my own mess.

I'm lost. I can't seem to find the answers to any of my questions.
I keep running back to where I left off.
I can't seem to find balance, something always topples me off to the edge.
Reason always seems to question my mind.
Reason never makes sense.

I tried to quit on you.
to leave you. to stop this.
But i guess, I think, I know
I'm lost. I am not sure why I'm like this to you.
I find it hard to believe in my own words.

But here I am now, finding my way back to you.
I can't let you go.
I'm sorry.