today

was amazing.

AWAY

10/06/09 8:56 AM

I'm looking through the window outside.
wondering if your thinking of me too.
people keep walking and passing by
but my eyes were searching for you.
longing to see that smile in your face.

I hear noises from outside,
people ranting and talking non-stop
but the only thing my ears were longing for
was your sweet sexy voice that wakens up my spirit,
the sound of your laugh that brightens up my day.

I wanna hear you whisper into my ears the words
" i love you honey.."
I wanna look into your meaningful eyes and stare at it
while forgetting everything outside.

with your gaze and your voice
I start to build my own world with you while
leaving every thing behind..

-FM
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HONEY...

ALL ABOUT HIM

i miss my boyfriend..
i wanna see him.
i wanna be with him.
i wanna touch him, hug him and feel his kisses.
i wanna sleep with him and dream with tonight.

does he miss me too?
like the way i miss
him right now.

is he thinking of me too?
like how i think of him tonight.

I love him
i love my boyfriend.
i love my man.

he's everything i want and makes me happy.
only him.

I'm still awake.
i couldn't sleep and it makes me miss him more.
i wanna be with him.
now. always. forever.


I love him so much!

TOGETHER AS ONE

"11-03-09 7:15"

a day i would never forget in my whole life.
No words can explain the feelings i felt.

i will always reminisce and look back to that moment..

i love you more and more....

I NEED YOU TO FIND ME

Tonight,
I'm lost. As lost as every other soul in this world
I really have to find myself in my own mess.

I'm lost. I can't seem to find the answers to any of my questions.
I keep running back to where I left off.
I can't seem to find balance, something always topples me off to the edge.
Reason always seems to question my mind.
Reason never makes sense.

I tried to quit on you.
to leave you. to stop this.
But i guess, I think, I know
I'm lost. I am not sure why I'm like this to you.
I find it hard to believe in my own words.

But here I am now, finding my way back to you.
I can't let you go.
I'm sorry.