WHY I CAN'T WRITE FOR YOU....?

my clock says it's 2:45AM to be exact.
i cant sleep obviously, guess to much coffee.
and too much caffeine.
and as what i expected
it's you who keeps running on my mind.

I am here reading your emails.
poems and nice words you've send me.
i cant believe my inbox is more than a hundred messages already.

And now i'm here at our blog,
reading all my previous post for the past months we've been together.

I look back on your poems.
and look back on those post i wrote here.
it's all pretty good words and i can't believe it's
all from my magic hands.
and then i wonder..

WHY i can't write a poem for you?
i love to write down my feelings.
but seriously, whenever i tried to write something for you.
i can start it but out of a blue moon, i wont be able to finish it.

weird huh. it's not that you don't inspire me.
but maybe your poems was way too good
to compare if i make one for you...
yours was something incomparable.
one of a kind.
deep words but easy to understand with deep meaning.
how can u do that honey?

ONE DAY, i will.
i have to..
i don't know when. i don't know how.

but i will. i promise...