HALF YEAR

you taught me how to express myself as a true woman.
You taught me everything I know about loving someone.
You molded me into something rare and beautiful.
u and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize how much I want you!
You show the true meaning of how a man should treat a woman.

When you touch my body, my heart seems to explode and this is why I love you.
I could kiss you a thousand times and still not be satisfied.
my love for you is endless, so tender, so hot and complete.
I swear to God I want you in my life.
I love you more and more with each day passing..

"Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.. "

i love you so much..

SECRET LOVE

"My love glows like a thousand candles
but I have to keep it in the dark"


-I wish I could scream to the world what I feel
and for who I feel it .

ILY so much but so so much honey.

WHY I CAN'T WRITE FOR YOU....?

my clock says it's 2:45AM to be exact.
i cant sleep obviously, guess to much coffee.
and too much caffeine.
and as what i expected
it's you who keeps running on my mind.

I am here reading your emails.
poems and nice words you've send me.
i cant believe my inbox is more than a hundred messages already.

And now i'm here at our blog,
reading all my previous post for the past months we've been together.

I look back on your poems.
and look back on those post i wrote here.
it's all pretty good words and i can't believe it's
all from my magic hands.
and then i wonder..

WHY i can't write a poem for you?
i love to write down my feelings.
but seriously, whenever i tried to write something for you.
i can start it but out of a blue moon, i wont be able to finish it.

weird huh. it's not that you don't inspire me.
but maybe your poems was way too good
to compare if i make one for you...
yours was something incomparable.
one of a kind.
deep words but easy to understand with deep meaning.
how can u do that honey?

ONE DAY, i will.
i have to..
i don't know when. i don't know how.

but i will. i promise...

I'M NOT READY TO LOSE CONTROL

Being in a roller coaster is like falling - head first - madly in love.
Once you're there, you lose sense of what's right and wrong.
You lose your mind.
You have no say in anything anymore.
All you can do is get ridiculously scared for your own fate, and hope that the ride wouldn't be as bad as most people say it would be...

You can't do anything when you get thrown into this annoying circle of excitement and fear.
You have no control over how fast you are going.
You just have to break all the ties.
You just have to allow yourself to have fun and get hurt...

And I am scared of roller coasters
because I am not ready to break all the barriers yet.

I am not ready to lose my mind.
I'm not ready to hand my fate over to the endless cycle of happiness with you..
I am not yet ready to lose every piece of my heart.
I'm not ready to get broken down.


I am not ready to lose you.
just because I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH....

THE FIRST TIME WE MET

It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh.
It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know

"This is love."


ILY so much honey...