Tuesday, July 14, 2009
DAY 112- TEARS GUILT AND PAIN
I wish the old days return.
I wish i can have that little heart ♥ which only cry for a doll or lollipop!
"JULY 12 2009" (TUESDAY)
-Rough day. No real reasons. Lots of little reasons. Don't really feel like engaging them all right now; my eyes are still puffy and sore.
I don't really know how I can be this girl one day and then crying under my blanket the next. But right now, it's where I am.
And so there's nothing to do but suck it.
I was fighting tears.
I hate succumbing.
I hate the way tears feel and how they leave me feeling for hours after.
I hate admitting that I don't know what else to do.
I need some personal space,
To get my mind straight..
Nobody else is living my life except myself.
I cry like a bitch when nobody’s around
It’s a pain I hide inside and so, I never make a sound
And i realize that even when you fall down you gotta learn how to crawl.
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