godbless your heart

dear God and angels in heaven,

my heart is crying inside. because im so far away from him.
i hate when this happen, he's so sick and im not with him
why why why? Oh god.
I wish im with him.
i bet he needs me as much as i wanna take care of him. :(
i wanna be there to caress his face
to hug him to keep him warm and stay awake as i watch him sleep.

tonight, im praying for his health.
for him to feel and get better and stop from getting sick.
please.. i need him. im so worried like hell!
i dont know what to do. it sucks when there's nothing i can do
but to wait till next day to know whats happening.
how is he doing and if his ok.

angels in the sky..
please guide my love.. and take care of him.
away from harm and to keep him safe all the time.

please hear my prayers.. thank you..

take me.. i'll be here waiting..

when i think of you and me and what we shared,
i know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights spent by the ocean,
a "fling" that in the long run, would mean absolutely nothing.
that's why i dont tell people about us.they wouldn't understand
and i dont feel the need to explain,
simply because i know in my heart how real it was. when i think of you, i can't help smiling , knowing that you've completed me somehow.

i love you, not just for now, but for always, and i dream of the day that you'll take me in your arms again...

-dear john quotes

happy 20th months buttercup :)

it's been 20 months. and up to now i can still say that
you're one of the best thing that ever happen to me,
you're one of those people who i can tell anything, it's not because i know it'll be kept a secret, its because ur one of the few people i know that actually care. it's a really rare thing to find a listener in a world full of people who seem to only want to talk talk talk and not really say anything. but i managed to fins you among all of the noise and for that im glad. but it's not a one sided thing tho,
ofcourse i love listening to you just as much as i love the fact that you listen.

to be totally honest, you've got me totally in your words.
i guess in everything you say to me.
you always amaze me....
you always make me feel different kind of feelings that makes
this relationship grows and stronger.
and maybe it sounds kinda crazy, but your the first guy that
i could really imagine i want to spend my life with.
tho impossible but i still dream about it.

your that one person i don't think i'd ever really get tired of.
your that one guy i wanna stay with and in love with for the rest of my entire life.

i love you so much honey. thanks for everything...

your the only one. 4ever :)

i only love you.
only thinks of you.
dream of you.
miss you.
crave for you.
longs for you.

and i only wait for you.. only you...

“It’s the people you hug and never want to let go. The people you haven’t seen in years but they haven’t changed at all. The people who give you more to you than you give to them. The people who truly understand who you are. The people you cry about. The ones you live for. It’s the people in your photographs with genuine light shining through their eyes and smile. The people who take your breath away.”-quotes

And i know your the one.

“Being in a couple is hard. And committing, making sacrifices, it’s hard. But if it’s the right person, then it’s easy. Looking at that guy and knowing he’s all you really want out of life, that should be the easiest thing in the world. And if it’s not like that, then he’s not the one. I’m sorry.”
— Marshall Eriksen

And you will always be the only one :)

And your worth it :)

and you do more than all of this.
so you are way more worth it :)
i love you!

"i'm sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that i never got a chance to tell you that, no matter what happens next, i'll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all i really want to say was THANK YOU.."

you are my life. my heart. and everything that exist in me...

i love you so much and i know the next coming days i will miss you more and more. it will make me sad, of course but i understand everything, there's a lot of things for me to think about to give me reason to smile, and one of it is our coming trip :) so stay positive and strong. and i will too. don't forget that i love you no matter what, wherever you are, whoever you with, whatever you do. i will always love you and only you. i love you so much honey! thanks for everything you do for me, i always appreciate all of it from the bottom of my heart. your the biggest and greatest blessing i've ever had in my life and i never asked God why you came into my life, because i know, your destined to be part of it and i'm glad you came. I will never let go of this love we have.i really love you. i really do. i cant stand the fact of not being with you. you always give me reason to smile and be happy. and with you, you gave meaning to my everyday life.thank you for loving me this way and letting me love you this much.and thank you cause you cared for me like no one else did.
you became a BIG part of my life and i dont have any regrets to be
in this relationship.So no matter what obstacle and problems we'll face in the future, one thing i can promise you that were together on this and i'll keep holding onto your hand. i'll hold on you tight.So, i wanna say thank you, for letting me be a part of you life. for letting me be your best friend,your girlfriend.thank you for letting me be YOURS.i will always be thankful i have you. thank you for everything.thanks for all the love, care, patience, understanding, help, happiness. thank you for being yourself.that became a reason why i fell in love with you deeply. and for still giving me reasons to fall in love with you every day more and more.i love you so much!

B A T M A N ♥

i miss batman.
i wanna have batman,

your my super hero.
you save me in distress, sadness.
gives me pain that i learn to love.

i cant wait to be with you batman.

amazing thoughts when you miss me

and this what happens when we miss each other so bad, like right now.
thanks for this wonderful most beautiful and perfect words that never
fails to amaze me. i love you honey!

-01-
"...missing you kills me but at the same time it makes me valuate what you mean to me and what you are for me.

-02-
...Loving you is my favorite thing to do, but i get to the point that i need to
miss you more to love you much more

-03-
...when i lay down at night and lay my head in bed, closing my eyes.
i picture you instantly in my dreams feeling the warmness of your softly touch caressing my lips.

-04-
...i dont see the feeling of missing you as bad cause that's what makes our love stronger...

a perfect world for us

let's travel the world together
you and me alone in places we don't know and with people who wouldn't care seeing us together

see the beauty of this world and how wonderful things are,
and share our happiness and love we have for each other

explore and discover new things with you, and see how perfect it
could be, if it's just you and me.

because it's you that i love the most

I love my name just because of how you say it.
i love the way you stare at me while saying my name
i love the sweet things you tell me, even if i'm screaming at you
i love the way you shout i love you and call my name.

i love how you call my name when your begging me
to stay on the phone with you for few more hours.

i love how you love me and aren't afraid to show it
i love how happy we are together,
how in love we are with each other.
i love how we dream together and imagine things at the same time.

i love how you make me want to be a better person
than i ever thought i could be

but mostly, i love you.
all the good things, all the bad, all the mistakes
all the surprises, all the imperfections,
all of it... i love it, just because they're yours..

there's a rainbow always after the rain

and no matter how many rain we'll encounter in the future,
as long as were holding on together,
we could go through all that and face the rainbow together
hand in hand...
i love you honey!

my boyfriend said....

" A minute away from you is just another minute closer till the day we'll see each other again..."

i don't think i could ever find any other guy out there,
who can tell me this kind of words and beautiful thoughts.
i feel so lucky for that. i love you!

and like what they said...
"accidents are meant to happen. no one can stop it,
cause it's destined to happen...

and i'm glad it happened to us. :)

My amazing BF :)

"forget about everything, forget about every body, forget about our differences,
all the hurt and pain, just think about our love..."

"you are so special, us is so special, and our relationship is so special, that no one, nothing not even us can break it.."

just listened to ur voice mail and it makes me wanna cry out.
you leave me speechless after listening to yout long message that
i truly love! it's the best......

thank you for loving the imperfect me yet giving me the most
perfect love ever!

Forgiveness and love

It’s not having the perfect relationship, but it’s finding someone who matches you and go through everything without giving up.

Like what you said, it's weird how yesterday can be so painful
gives us hate and tears and pain
and wake up the next with forgiveness in our heart,
full of love and happiness..

I guess our love was really that amazing.
unbreakable and so strong.
thank you for the purity of your heart that never fails
to forgive me despite of all the hurt and pain
i brought you...

that's one of the reason why i love you and makes me love you more.
i will do my very best as possible to give you
the happiness you deserve.
Make you smile and
I will take care of your heart.
love you more and more and more....

i would if only i could

I will stop the time.
and change everything.

Stop the time when you were born years before me.
stop the time so you can wait for me.
stop the time so we dont have to be afar.
i'll stop the time so we dont have to spend on waiting,
hoping and wishing..

i'll stop the time, pray to god, make a wish
to give me the power to change everything.
and i would if only i could...

i love you so much and i need to be with you,
soon... PLEASE.

3 months and 3 days!

"It is 95 days , 8,208,000 seconds
136,800 minutes, 2280 hours
13 weeks"

i'm doing the countdown. i can't wait to be with you!

your kiss is everything to me.

For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something.
you want it to be with someone you can’t get out of your head,
so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere.
a kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air.
you can’t cheat your first kiss. trust me, you don’t want to.
because when you find that right person for a first kiss, it’s everything.

- Grey’s Anatomy