time

time is the most important thing to give to someone.
why time and not love?

cause love..you can give that, you can have that,
you can share that to anybody..

but with time, you cant stop it nor control it..
cause you can never bring back the time that has gone by.
so spend your time wisely and cherish it while you still have it..
spend time with the one who means a lot to you
cause you'll never know when your time is over..

I'm glad I found you

And i was there, one day alone sitting with my sadness by my side.
I never thought, I would ever met happiness in my life
The day I cry, I couldn't hold on the pain inside my heart.
I had so many people in my life,
but nobody had ever touch my heart
until the first day I sat down by your side
You took the pain, you took the sadness
and all that was killing me inside my heart.
You brought me hope, you brought me happiness
and you light up my life...


Many days, many months, I've been asking myself
what I have done to deserve you in my life
There's no day or night that I stop loving you in my life
and I will still love you like the first time
It could be today, it could be tomorrow
but my love for you would still be the same


I feel the air when I look at the sky
And I feel your touch when I dream of you at night
Every morning and every night, your the first and last thought in my mind
And today, MAY 24 2010,
I am happy knowing that you still have my heart.

I love you.
I will love you for the rest of my life.
I love you my loka loka :)

Happy 14th Month Anniversary!

-the most perfect and happiest anniversary ever.
wish more anniversary to come!
I love you so much!

unbreakable love

I MISS YOU

i miss you. i'm hungry. i miss you.
i'm sleepy. i miss you.
i'm tired. i miss you.
i cried. i miss you.
i'm cold. i miss you.

hug me, i need a hug,
just hug me... right now...

cause i miss you so much honey....

LOVE

Nobody knew that you sent me texts at night saying

“Good night,
I love you”
or in the morning saying

“Good morning, Beautiful. Did you sleep well?”

Nobody will understand why I fell for you,
Why you fell for me..

because nobody will know how much we are in love
with each other..

So sad!

Life would be diferent if you would it be here
life would be great if i could only hug you in night like today
that i miss you so much!
Life it seens not fair with our love
but ultimately it thosent matter cause i love you

I'm here n you are there
but our heart's are always together
when the night is so dark i just close my eyes
in i see you in my dreams like the star that
shines my night.

Lonely i found my self in the night
but i have you deep inside my heart
my mind is where you are n my soul
inside your heart!

No day, no night i stop thinking of you
God! please I just want to see her ones again
kiss me, love me, touch me, feel me
I'm yours and you are mine!

My love, my treasure
I miss you and I love you tonight!

Just hug and kiss me in my dreams tonight!

I love you today, tomorrow
and for the rest of my life!

Fight Forever!

-amazing poem from my amazing boyfriend for his amazing girlfriend.-

i feel like a bird with out the winds, ocean with out the fish,
tree with out leaves, a sky without a star,
that's how it feels to be with out you.

being without you is the worst nightmare i had ever been.
kiss me. wake me up and take me to your magical world full
of love...

my air, my blood, my lungs is slowly going away
come and heal my heart and save my soul
I'm agonizing slowly dying in silence with no words
i can explain how deep is pain.
If i could just see you once again soon

no second, no minute, no hour that goes by
that helps me stop my pain,
it only get worst knowing i wont see you soon again


no doubt, the pain of sadness is even worst than dying.
no doubt the pain of loneliness is worst than
getting killed slowly..

die now or live, fighting for what you want, what you believe
but even more, what you deserve.
give up now, or FIGHT forever!

So inlove with you

-I feel so loved and so lucky, to have a boyfriend
who seems to tell me all the perfect and most beautiful words in this world..thanks honey my love!

-001-
"I know I'm in love when I can't fall asleep because my reality with you is finally better than my own dreams.."

-002-
"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If i didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.
But I have, I did, and I will for the rest of my Life.."

-003-
"For it was not in to my ears you whispered, but into my heart.
It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul..."

-004-
"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you,
it was something I had no control over..."

-005-
"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were here,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what
you do.. I'm sorry I can't help myself cause I'm so in love with you..."

-006-
"Love me when I least deserve it,
cause that's when i really need it..."

-007-
"If i had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be picking up roses
for the rest of my life..."

PS: Honey if ur reading this blog right now

I wanna wake up with your kisses in the morning..
Please come here.. :(
I miss you so much.. very very much...

if I'll count how many times you've entered my mind...
i'd be lying if i said "too many"

'coz u've only entered it once..
And you haven't left it since then!"

sizzling

though were apart.. tonight is the best ever!
you make it alive
i cant wait to see you again..'

'im loving you more and more...

"I wanna be the BECAUSE of his every WHY'S..."

words from my man

text msg:
05-01-10

"My love, the one, the only one I've been looking for all my life..
And now we found ourselves apart.
but our love is growing strong cause i love you so!"

if every morning i will get a msg like this,
i would be in clouds for the whole day
sleeping and not wanting to wake up anymore.

i love my boyfriend!
soo much!