31st day is the FIRST

"and his cold marble lips pressed very softly against mine.. "

It happened that day
It was my first kiss
It made my heart sway
And brought final bliss
Like lemons and limes
Sweet against my lips
My heart races and climbs
While its numb at my fingertips.

-How was my first kiss?
It was good indeed
All i said was this
"Thats all i'll ever need"

and it makes me realize that i am truly HEAD OVER HEELS INLOVE.
i LOVE him. ONLY YOU honey bunny. :)

THIS KISS

"It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centrifugal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's (ah)impossible
This kiss, this kiss.. unstoppable..
This kiss, this kiss"



Well I guess, I don't have to explain further about this post. haha!
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ADDICTED

"I love you as much as stars."


Amongst the many reasons I have for wanting to let go, one that stands out, is the reason that he has become an addiction.
Every morning wake, his face is the only one that appears clear from the entire blur. He has become the inspiration for wanting to live,
wanting to move forward…

"HI."


In the very simplicity of this two-letters word,
my world chose to revolve around it.
craving, and longing for more.

“How are you?”
My addiction asks.


These three words show a great leap of improvement.
And this could just be a meaningless question to some,
redundantly used every passing day.
But to me, these words talk to me differently.
I have taught my mind the art of paraphrasing.
In its twisted form, these three words speak to me as:

"I want to be with you."


-Yes, I’m an addict.

THE BEGINNING

""The same routine happens every day: a single word that sends instruction to my heart, his voice that commands the action, and his mere existence that causes the steady pulsing of blood. He is the fundamental of my life. The essence behind one heart beat on top of another."


It might have been coincidence that my life restarted the moment he became part of it.
If I believe in fate, fate was persuasive the moment he took an entrance into my life.
It was an odd familiarity, everything was placed the way they were supposed to.
No need for awkward introductions –he got my name even before we met.

i tried to hide it. i tried my best to control it.
and think that this was all just an imagination. infatuation.
this is not real. i just get carried away of his amazing laugh.
but noo. i feel different. i like him.
and i started to think his the perfect guy for ME.
but a big NO is that.. he's not mine.
and that's one of the main reason why i decided to hide and control this feeling.

but then he knew it. even before i tell him. i dont know how. i dont know when.
he just KNOW. funny as it seems. i look stupid trying to stay away from him without me knowing that he knows the reason why.

i said yes. he said yes.
i like him. he feels the same way.
and that's it. in just one snap.
i became a prison of his LOVE.

LONGING...

i'm bored. i'm home alone. all i do is think of you. wondering if ur thinking of me too..

IMY.

-i LOVE you.. i MISS you all the time my LOVE..

IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

*ILY*

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

ALWAYS

i love you.. and you loves me too.
i never believe in the word "FOREVER" but with you by my side
makes me wish "we'll be forever.."
i know i can't make it happen. but as long as your there.
and you give me reasons to stay.
i will love you with all my heart.

ALWAYS..